Haha,the holiday is almost at its end.Theres tons of things for me to do but i cant seem to do anything.Either i'm too lazy,or i'm getting depressed again,both which is true.Its so confusing,studying in poly.And i'm too PARANOID,over somethings.Toss in the various responsibilities of a 17year old still not sure of what he is doing,and you'll get confusion.I dont know what i want to do or what to do,people don't like me,and i'm unsure of myself.What the hell.
On a lighter note,law sub com camp is on Thursday,and i'm now unsure whether i should go.Then there is CSA project,LSM project,LSM test,Macroeconomic project,Principal of Management project and...........

Investitures,Interviews & Orientation

It has been quite a busy weekend for me this week,with a Law Investiture on Friday evening,PACEsettlers interview on Saturday morning and the Debates orientation later that afternoon.
It was abit embarrasing for me on Friday evening for me,as i nearly fell down the steps in front of a crowd in the LT while going to collect my acknowledgement as class chairman from Mrs Kurup.Then,I almost left before taking the photograh.Quite embarrasing,isn't it?However,I was quite happy,cause I made some new friends,like the chairman of L03,Mark.I'm worried about the Statutary reading test,but what's done is done.I look quite handsome in formal wear.Ha ha,but please don't laugh at me if you think this statement is very wrong.
Saturday morning was'nt very good.I think I've failed my PACEsettlers interview.I was so nervous in front of my interviewers,2 girls and a guy(who was the head of welfare).Fluke the written test too!Definately.I gave them the same answers over and over again.
Debates was more fun,definately.They are a fun-loving bunch of people.They say that they are abit crazy,which is just like me!I think I can adjust well.Watch quite some videos over there,which were quite funny. I also made even more new friends,like Sarah from HTM,Wen Qi from Food and Nutrition,We We and William from engineering and lots more.We had an amazing race style competition running all over the school,answering questions.I had so much fun!
Well,that's about it.I hope life will be more meaningful,and I must get ready for my mid-sem test,so adios amigo.

The Various ClassRep taking a group shot

CCN Day

Today was a tiring but enjoyable day.We had alot of fun selling ice cream today to raise funds for needy students in our school.There was like,3 other stalls selling ice cream too,but we cleared our stock in the end.Ha ha,it was funny the way we cleared it.It reminds me of the FOW,where we broke our lollipop after running out of water and bombs during Final Clash.

It was quite a busy day,and we had so much fun.Our store was near Cheers!,which was like so far away from the main entrance.Talk about bad Feng Shua.Business was so so for the entire day,but it seems worse then SGB if you ask me.My troat is now complaining after I've shouted the whole day.The class did good,everyone present was very enthusiastic.During the last hour,we gave away free ice cream to clear our stock.(2 6 litre tubs and 2 half 6 litre tubs).Our kind actions not only affected the nearby ice cream stall(of another class) business,but help us earn some more money through donations given by some who took the free ice cream.Bless them.Well,this is it for today.till the next time!Oh yes,I also want to thank Veronica for helping me for CCN Day,pulling the class together.Without her intervention,this day for 1L01 would not have been possible.Thank you all!

From left:(seated)Kairune,Lois,Shaun

(half-stand)Aisha,Li Xi,Joyce

(standing)Me,Christine,Wardah,WenKai

PS:In case u are thinking why was I not facing the camera,it is because i was

not ready yet when the photographer took the picture!

Life's like Hell

It has been only 4 weeks in school and i'm feeling totally confused.I still can't get my bearing yet,and i'm like so feeling dissappointed with myself.Why do i feel sad.I mean come on,i've been trying to be positive,but the class is like halfdead half the time or they don't have any respect for me while i'm speaking.It reminded me of Camp Temasak 1 year ago.Maybe i'm a guy that just can't get respected by anyone.Its so disheartening.Me,irritating,true,but me kind is true too!I mean,some people in my class badmouth me,but looks who talking?Arent they behaving in the same way too?I've never felt this down since early last year.Is this depression?Not that i really know.Life is tough,but i am tougher.Who knows what i might do to others when i am really pissed.Don't worry,its just a joke.

Well,positivity helps alot to make one feel better,which i've been doing since anybody knows when.